New Dawn New Day

Today is a new beginning. It will evidentially end.  Everyday is new beginning. That is so refreshing. When my eldest child was in Kindergarten her teacher would say "It's okay, tomorrow is your 'do-over'!" That spoke to me. And I am well beyond Kindergarten. I get so hard on myself sometimes, that I forget to rest in His Grace & Mercy. Today for me was a good 'do-over' for yesterday! For sure. I thought the following song that has been in my head was very fitting...love it.


Sanctus Real-Forgiven
Well the past is playing with my head
And failure knocks me down again
I’m reminded of the wrong
That I have said and done
And that devil just wont let me forget

In this life
I know what I’ve been
But here in your arms
I know what I am

[chorus]
I’m forgiven
I’m forgiven
And I don’t have to carry
The weight of who I’ve been
Cause I’m forgiven

My mistakes are running through my mind
And I’ll relive my days, in the middle of the night
When I struggle with my pain, wrestle with my pride
Sometimes I feel alone, and I cry

In this life
I know what I’ve been
But here in your arms
I know what I am

[back to chorus]

When I don't fit in and I don’t feel like I belong anywhere
When I don’t measure up to much in this life
Oh, I’m a treasure in the arms of Christ ‘cause

[back to chorus]


Happy New Year!

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