Getting my groove back.

I, like many parents this morning, had to get my game face on. It's the first day back to school today for most children after Christmas break. I went to bed earlier than usual and had lunch packed, and breakfast laid out, and most importantly the timer set on the coffee pot! :) 
I slept well, but when I woke up, I wasn't sad, just knew that it would be hard. The dynamic at home would be off. Sure we have done this before, several times, this is not our first break. Even though there have been a few fights, there were good times spent together over the last two weeks. I spent extra time this morning telling Ava how much fun I had baking & decorating cookies, doing crafts, and just watching movies with her over the break. She lit up, she knew she was loved and a special part of the family, of my heart. 
I have enjoyed the rest, sleeping in, nowhere to be...but now reality hits. School zones, car-lines, and all the activities, meetings, etc.
Ah, but Spring Break is just around the corner!

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  1. AnonymousJanuary 4, 2011 at 10:19 AM

    I didn't know you had a blog, Jessica. I deleted my facebook for now. I am glad I can still keep up with you this way. I just need a break from facebook I think.
    Hope your school week goes well. I'm glad spring is just around the corner too. :)

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